Ok I am very drunk but I need to say this. There is nothing else I want to do. I turned 24 Friday and many of my friends and peers have already gotten in. It hurts every day that I am not there yet but I need to keep pushing, I want to I need to be someone that is better. There are so many things I had done and been but I need to believe I can be better at the end of this. That even in the end of premed I will have been there for some of my patients and that I will earn the right to do that for others forever. I have been through hell this application cycle and I will do it again until I get there: