I know its still technically middle of the cycle and things can change, but I am feeling the worst I've ever felt in my life. I've heard nothing from any of my schools. Legit nothing. High stat applicant, got things in pretty on time. Have been practicing for interviews but it feels kind of hopeless when I don't have anything to use that practice on. Living at home, doing some work, but I am so isolated that's all I do. My other friends that live in big cities and have good jobs plus decent social lives are kind of making me feel jealous.

Grass is always greener on the other side people will say, but I'm so concerned about not getting into medical school this cycle that I really don't know what I'll do if I don't get in this time around. It took so much out of me to apply :( Every day I wake up feeling sick to my stomach and I've lost a lot of weight as a result. Really don't know who to reach out to or who to talk to about this so I'm just putting my thoughts out here.