It just didn't turn out at all how I thought it would. I am grateful for my DO A, but I really thought after everything I did I would have better results to show for it. IDK maybe I need to get out of my head and stop feeling so insecure. I can't stop thinking about how i should have rewritten my personal statement, or retaken my mcat or something instead of applying DO after all the things i've read about it and it's kind of psyching me out now.

I sound like a terrible person i realize for thinking this way but I just feel very lost and this year has been very hard.