Currently in WL purgatory. Sometimes I feel fine, sometimes I just feel crushed. It feels like nothing I’ve done matters. The 1.5 hour commute I would take for three years, juggling ECs on the side with working full time, taking the MCAT, applying, interviewing. Reapplying after being waitlisted last cycle. Those moments don’t matter because im still stuck. I know my situation is not unique, people juggle so much more and I understand I am in a position of privilege. But this process has taken a lot from me. I know admit is full of venting posts like these, and im sorry if this sounds repetitive. I just need the universe to listen for once