Starting to feel beaten up by the cycle again
Not that these posts help anyone lol but regardless. Submitted through august, basically all by Labor Day. Then nothing back for 2-3 months that had me feeling existential. Finally got first II and then another immediately after over the past couple of weeks, was beginning to feel better. Have completed the first one, and feel like I completely and totally bombed: jumbled my words, incoherent theme that I feel did not relate back to the school in the way I prepped for at all, etc etc. Next school, at least by last year's data, seems to be interviewing for WL spots by the time I will sit for it later this month...
So after a brief feeling of being freed from the shackles of med school apps, I'm back to feeling as though my cycle is as unfruitful as it was during the agonizing silence I initially started with. Silver lining is if I get any more II's, I suppose I have the experience of my first poor performance. And if I have to reapply, I'll be ready by July to have all completed. What can ya do.