i hate that i wont have any clarity about what my life will look like for the next few months :( I see people telling others to hold out hope that one of their waitlists will convert, but I also don’t want to have hope just to be disappointed since I know it’s completely possible to not receive any As off waitlists 😫 even if I do receive an A in the end, I hate that I don’t get the experience everyone else gets of knowing where you’re going early on, getting to attend second looks, searching for good housing options, planning trips before school starts etc - instead I’ll have to rush to get ready to start med school within the span of a month or two (which ofc is not a huge deal in the long run but I’m just being petty lol) - idk just hate this feeling