I was on 2 MD WL’s, but for one of them I got a deferred admission!!! I'm beyond happy as this was everything I dreamed of… getting the A at some point no matter what it takes or how long… but now that I have it I'm still stressed and I'm not sure why.

This school is quite far from home and the program doesn't help with tuition, so my family wants me to go through with my reapp to be near etc

Speaking of which when everyone in my family hears of the news, it's kind of weird. Everyone’s immediate reaction is “omg you're going so far / are you going to be okay / how are you going to survive without…” and then it transitions into “congrats, etc”. Maybe I’m overthinking