work has been so much less tolerable bc of an EMR change & studying+working 80 hrs a week is getting to me. the second i get the email im cancelling the MCAT (expiring score). ive never wanted the A so badly

i am dying to have a month to just do literally nothing and read and chill but instead i might have to go thru 2-3 more months of MCAT/prewriting/secondary grind WHYYY