Title pretty much sums it up. Not sure what I’m looking for here in posting this, but I’m so tired and writing secondaries seems impossible. Only one of my schools even had the decency to write an official notice that they had finalized their class. Everyone telling me I “deserved to get in” with my high MCAT doesn’t make me feel better it just makes me more confused and frustrated. I have no idea what I could do differently this go around and I just feel like my life plan was derailed while my friends become doctors, my dad feels so sorry and angry for me and that makes me feel so shitty. I loved working in medicine, and this really felt like the path for me but this process has seriously killed my spirit, just sad