I'm not sure why this is so difficult. I am on 5 WLs (including some top-30 schools) and have no acceptances, working on my primary for this coming cycle. I've been through harder life events and fallen short of my dreams before, yet this feels so crushing?? I think maybe because there's a great deal of shame that comes with it. Idk. I'm heartbroken, but also beating myself up for feeling this way. Does anyone else feel this way?