i gotta turn down a T10 acceptance for my T50 state school for financial reasons :// i fought tooth and nail to get more aid, or to see if there was any way i could make it work, but there's just no way i can justify that amount of private loans for any of the specialties i'm considering. my family and everyone around me is telling me this is the right choice and i'm sure i'll be happy there, but i feel frozen trying to withdraw knowing how badly i've wanted an opportunity like this for so long. still very grateful for the option i have though