so fortunate to receive II IIs but both have turned into waitlists. like bruh am i the problem. in the past i have gotten really positive job interview feedback and felt great ab 1 interview, okay ab the other. even writing this im like scared im jinxing myself LOL so im like did i tank or what?? what is my giant red flag like if I knew what the holdback was i would have more peace even if it was my fault. really hard not to just be blaming myself and hoping that atleast 1 will turn into an A but my hope levels really fluctate on the day... Its not my first application cycle but something feels different about this one and it has me especially defeated. still waiting to hear from other schools obvi but its getting late in the cycle. idk kinda crashing out tbh cant believe i worked this hard and feels like no one is seeing my potential or i just f* it up in the last steps. im tireddddd.