Hi all,

Just thought I'd drop my reapp process in here as hopefully a bit of inspiration for any of those having a tough cycle rn. I applied last cycle to 15 schools, and felt as though I had a strong body of work and stats that would land me at least a few ii. I had a few professors that wrote me LORs that felt the same, and I was fairly confident going into the cycle. I waited all year until march of last cycle, and ultimately ended with 0 iis and 15 R's. Even though I had been productive during the time I was waiting (adding 2.5k clinical hours, beginning research involvement, slight volunteering) this was still very discouraging for me coming into this year. Although my mind told me I had worked hard and was a strong applicant, my gut told me otherwise after the last year's heartbreak. Even though all those around me were encouraging me and supporting me I just didn't want to dare to hope to believe in myself. But i stayed the course, and fast forward to now am sitting on 3 MD A's.

The best advice I have ever received, which was very much at play here, was "You only lose when you quit. Don't quit, and you won't lose". If being a doctor is what you want, then you will be one. It may not happen the way you imagined, or on the timeline you imagined, but it will happen. In my year prepping for reapp, something I focused on was who I wanted to be as a doctor. Someone compassionate who makes himself indispensable to his patients and coworkers. Instead of focusing solely on chasing hours or accomplishments, I actively pursued things that I enjoyed and was passionate about. In the time you have, focus on strengthening yourself rather than just your app.

Whoever is reading this, you WILL be a doctor, if that's what you want. I am sure of it. Although it is difficult, I encourage you to take enjoyment in the present moment and allow yourself to be proud of the work you have done. Know that I am proud of you too!

God Bless