I applied to 20 schools, and I had 2 IIs. 1 already rejected me :(

I find out this Friday from the 2nd, but I am pretty sure they will reject me too.

On top of all this, I have been really sick the last 3 months. Nobody knows why yet. I had to go to the hospital 3 times. I've gone to so many doctors. My doctor sent me to hem/onc, and I'm going there in 2 weeks.

I was supposed to be a doctor, and I'm just a patient now. Fml