i absolutely love our patients and am so so flattered that they seem so invested in my journey but oh man i wish i had good news for them (and for me i suppose). it's the first thing they ask when they see me. 'so. any news!?' 'did you get in!?' and unfortunately i have been on 2 WLs for months and there are no updates :(

on the bright side it'll be great when i finally get to say yes even if it's not this year <3 i may be in WL purgatory but at least i'm in a wonderful environment where i know my coworkers and patients will be so happy to hear the news whenever it comes