I used to never have a problem with constantly checking my emails and forums like admit and SDN, but I literally have not been able to get off my computer these past few days. Waiting for a few schools this month and I'm starting to feel a little crazy. My eyes burn and I'm so nauseous. I work full time, but I've had a few days off and I've wasted them on this process😭 I'd touch grass but I feel stuck in my head and the cycle of feeling disappointed in myself for failing everyone who believed in me. All this for my inbox to be SILENT rofl 🚘🚶‍♂️