Currently on the HPWL for my #2 choice school (Rowan-Virtua).... I have a guaranteed A to matriculate next year if I don't get pulled from the HPWL for this incoming class but wow the daily anxiety is crazy. I'm currently living a 10+ hr drive away and worried that if they call me days before school starts to tell me that i'm in for this July i'm going to be so screwed. Not to mention having to secure loans in such a short period of time. I'm so exhausted from this year of feeling anxious wondering where this cycle will take me. My poor partner is also stressed, trying to scramble to find a job and trying to help me financially with a huge move. I'm so grateful for the chance to matriculate next year but I wish this limbo would just end. I may have to start medical school in 4 weeks or 12 months and the whiplash is crazy. I just don't feel like I can rest.