I’ve been locked in my home for three straight weeks. I’ve canceled volunteering. I put off work shifts till August. I’m writing less than one secondary a day and in falling behind. I do nothing but stare at a computer hoping I’ll start and then doing nothing anyways. And I’ve still got 12 schools left … I don’t think I’ve ever truly understood premed neuroticism until secondaries

Someone tell me I’ll get a damn A 🥲 the more I write the worse I feel about my chances