52x mcat 3.9x gpa from a very good undergrad, gap year working a full time clinical job and no md a. panic applied to a do school later in the cycle and got in but can't bring myself to be genuinely excited/proud/happy about it... people in my friend group are exclusively attending t10 unis and i'm genuinely so ashamed of my failures. met with adcom asking for post-r feedback and got hit with a "you came up against our toughest screener, if i had been the one reading your app i would have given you an interview"

now i'm wondering what the point was in working so hard because the school's average mcat is like 15 points lower than what my score was and no one from my undergrad has ever even matriculated to this school. feel free to rake me over the coals for being ungrateful and for applying to a school that i wouldn't be happy attending, i doubt people could make me feel worse than i already do haha