is anyone else just feeling completely burnt out by this entire process? The thing that’s ruining my mental health is seeing how everyone is already complete by July and I genuinely deeply hate myself because I was verified mid July and STILL didnt finish. Im doing 1 secondary a day because Im a slow writer and cant force myself against my perfectionism. Like genuinely how are people submitting 3-4 a day?? Everyone I know was finished by the first week of August and I feel like a failure because Im already a reapplicant and my previous essays were terrible

People keep stressing me out with the stupid 2 week deadline thing so much that Ive lost sleep and had to quit my job. Someone please help me. I should have pre wrote these damn essays omfl