Feels like I submitted my app yesterday and I'll wake up tomorrow to Santa Claus. I'm doing my best to not be neurotic but it's already nearly October and I've heard nothing but an R from BU. I've been trying to stay off admit/reddit but hearing one of my friends get an II to a school we both applied to brought me back and...wow it feels just as terrible as I remember.

My stats are mid but I always prided myself on my writing and cohesive narrative. Seeing other people cite their narrative as the reason behind their 5+ IIs has me thinking everyone who read my PS lied to me and it's actually the worst piece of writing on Earth.

Anyways cheers to the last few days of September and manifesting that the many II dreams I have each night come to fruition soon </3