I'm grateful to have been accepted to a DO school but I'm just extremely demotivated and depressed after being rejected from my top choice post ii and still on 2 WLs for great schools that have little-to-no movement.

I feel like all the effort i've put into has gone to waste. The DO school I've gotten into has stats way below my own and is super expensive in a not so great area. Add on dealing with a recent difficult breakup and I've just been feeling like absolute garbage. I feel so ungrateful for having this opportunity and still being so bitter about it.

I feel like I'm disappointing everyone, including myself, and I can't stand to think about going away and being alone for 4 years when at the beginning of my cycle I was almost positive I was going to stay home with all my friends and family at great schools. I guess things could always change, but I just feel super down on my luck right now and unhappy.