idk if this will make sense but sometimes I just want to be surprised with good news that I wasn’t expecting 😭 like after every interview I’ve been able to accurately predict what the outcome will be (WL or R in most cases lol) and I wish for once, I would receive an unexpected acceptance even from schools where I felt like I didn’t really deserve one 🥲 ive been hit with so much rejection over the past few months that im genuinely starting to forget what it feels like to get a win